by Cody Repine
Having been born with Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy, every muscle in my body is severely weakened. I need help to eat. I can’t roll over at night. I can barely lift my arms. I have practically no use of my legs, and I can’t even bear weight. Try to imagine being bound by heavy weights. You can feel everything; you can still tense your muscles,but you’re not going anywhere. It’s like that.
I always find it funny when people say you can do anything, or anything is possible. I don’t agree. I’ve wanted to play the cello ever since fourth grade, but I know I’ll never be able to do that.
It may not be possible to do everything, but I’ve found that I can always learn to enjoy everything I can do. For example, I love my family and all of my friends. If anything my limitations force me to be closer to my family. I have to be near them all the time. It’s not like I can get mad at my family and just jump in a car and drive off, because I need them. I never resent others for what they can do that I can’t.
My sister plays viola, and I always try to support her in her musical endeavors. A passion for music is something we share. I like to listen to music. I can probably appreciate the cello more than a lot of people who play it, and certainly more than anyone who doesn’t. I can read music, and I know the cello parts to several pieces by heart.
I think it’s worth mentioning that I never let my health issues get the best of me. I wake up every morning and I move forward. Life is too short to sit around worrying about all your troubles. I’ve realized that life is rare as well. Earth is the only place it exists in the entire universe. As humans we tend to take life for granted, seeing as there are almost seven billion of us living it. At times we all have our problems, but generally life is a good thing.
This, I believe.