By Tor Chaleunphonh
Ask me who I love the most,
And I would tell you that it would be my Uncle Ryan
Because for me there would be no denying that he was who I admired.
Now let me tell you why it’s him.
He watched me play soccer,
Taught me baseball and how to skate.
How to respect a girl,
And get your first date,
And that you can’t look on you past mistakes
But instead learn from them in the future.
Now looking back, he did so much for me and I would do anything to have him back.
Don’t ask me why bad things happen to good people,
Cause I don’t know.
Why he had to die so damn young,
I don’t know.
Looking back on that clear, blue, sunny day
As his life was slowly slipping away.
As friends and family came to say goodbye,
You could see me as tears fell slowly down my face
As I cried.
When friends and family went on their way,
My family and I decided to stay.
We each said goodbye and how much we would miss him,
But when it came to my turn, I couldn’t say anything.
He smiled at me, though, and said not to miss him
Because he was going to a place, free of pain and the only pain he felt was leaving us.
I see him every day, through the people I know.
Through the kind, caring nature that they show.
And it reminds me of how much I miss him,
Because he was my mentor and my best friend.